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Sun Nov 6, 2005, 6:29 PM
Until I stop being such a fucking terrible artist, I'm not going to fucking bother posting here.
I'm fed up with never living up to some fucking standard that's been driven into my head, and I'm sick of needing to be perfect.
There may be fucking flaws in my art, as nothing could be perfect, but I'm tired of the nagging voice in the back of my fucking head telling me that anything that I do is never good enough.
Fuck drawing, fuck writing, fuck painting, fuck being me. I'm so close to needing to give up that I just don't care anymore.
Yeah, I'm whining, yeah this sounds like an angsty goth's cry for attention, but oh fucking well. No one will see this anyway.

I think it's time for a therapist.

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:iconminerva122:
Nev! I'm so proud of your artwork! i just found this and remembered you were on there!! you know you haven't put half the talent you have on here. your paintings, drawings everything.
:iconhawksubkulture:
Know what? Even though your ego probably doesn't need it, I just thought I would tell you that you are probably my favorite person ever :). rather than wanting to be you like a lot of your friends, I look up to you and appreciate you. You inspire me to try harder for things and I love you :D

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Hollay
:iconhawksubkulture:
A lot.

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----I love you all, damn it----

Hollay
:iconhawksubkulture:
Bitchface.
TYPO.

I love you too.

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----I love you all, damn it----

Hollay
:iconvita-luna:
thank you so very much for the fav on Greek Gods and Goddesses :w00t:

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:iconinsomniahedgehog:
Thanks loads for the :+fav:!

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the idea is to love life
write happy thoughts with invisible ink
to dream more in color
it forces the sad reality out
:iconredderz:
Thank you so much for the fave! Lovely artwork here! :D

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:iconsaa:
:) thank you soo much for the :+fav:....

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:iconbuuya:
Thank you for the fav! :blowkiss:

Your art is gorgeous :nod:

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:iconwycked:
Thanks so much for the fav :hug:

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