[x]
All Deviations
  • 17 Scraps [browse]
  • 76 Deviation Comments
  • 35 Deviant Comments
  • 2,390 Pageviews

...

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 6, 2005, 7:29 PM
Until I stop being such a fucking terrible artist, I'm not going to fucking bother posting here.
I'm fed up with never living up to some fucking standard that's been driven into my head, and I'm sick of needing to be perfect.
There may be fucking flaws in my art, as nothing could be perfect, but I'm tired of the nagging voice in the back of my fucking head telling me that anything that I do is never good enough.
Fuck drawing, fuck writing, fuck painting, fuck being me. I'm so close to needing to give up that I just don't care anymore.
Yeah, I'm whining, yeah this sounds like an angsty goth's cry for attention, but oh fucking well. No one will see this anyway.

I think it's time for a therapist.

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Ringfinger - NIN

deviantART Notice

[x]

Devious Comments

~minerva122:iconminerva122: Aug 29, 2007, 6:17:28 AM Mood: Pride
Nev! I'm so proud of your artwork! i just found this and remembered you were on there!! you know you haven't put half the talent you have on here. your paintings, drawings everything.
~HawkSubkulture:iconHawkSubkulture: Apr 19, 2006, 6:55:34 PM
Know what? Even though your ego probably doesn't need it, I just thought I would tell you that you are probably my favorite person ever :). rather than wanting to be you like a lot of your friends, I look up to you and appreciate you. You inspire me to try harder for things and I love you :D

--
----I love you all, damn it----

Hollay
~HawkSubkulture:iconHawkSubkulture: Mar 22, 2006, 10:40:46 AM
A lot.

--
----I love you all, damn it----

Hollay
~HawkSubkulture:iconHawkSubkulture: Mar 22, 2006, 10:40:36 AM
Bitchface.
TYPO.

I love you too.

--
----I love you all, damn it----

Hollay
~vita-luna:iconvita-luna: Oct 29, 2005, 11:50:48 AM
thank you so very much for the fav on Greek Gods and Goddesses :w00t:

--
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There is an island of opportunity in every difficulty. Miss that and you're pretty much doomed.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~insomniahedgehog:iconinsomniahedgehog: Oct 22, 2005, 8:14:20 AM
Thanks loads for the :+fav:!

--
I'm a pound of flesh in a drum machine dream
we watched crabs and lobsters eat a dead cops throat
and stuffed our mouths with gutted stereos
*redderz:iconredderz: Sep 24, 2005, 7:32:03 PM
Thank you so much for the fave! Lovely artwork here! :D

--
You spilt my egg. :O_o:

My Prints ~linkinparkfans ~lostprophets-fans ~constantinefans
~saa:iconsaa: Sep 22, 2005, 10:09:29 PM
:) thank you soo much for the :+fav:....

--
the princess is looking for the king
=Buuya:iconBuuya: Sep 21, 2005, 8:44:12 AM
Thank you for the fav! :blowkiss:

Your art is gorgeous :nod:

--
"So, here's some advice I wish I woulda got when I was your age: Live every week like it's Shark Week."
*wycked:iconwycked: Sep 19, 2005, 9:25:39 PM
Thanks so much for the fav :hug:
*usagistu:iconusagistu: Aug 16, 2005, 8:13:27 PM
Thanks so much for the watch!!

--
Please stop by *severus-hermione
~pandaemas:iconpandaemas: Jul 31, 2005, 6:40:18 PM
Heya, thanks so much for the fav, it's greatly appreciated.

--
"You felt that bitter-sweet scent?"

"What bitter-sweet scent..? You alright?"

"Oh nothing, it's just life.."

---

I'm just another member of =indonesia ...
^Staged:iconStaged: Jul 16, 2005, 9:59:31 AM
Thanks a lot for your faves! Hope to see you around! :)

--

Gallery Director of deviantART Photography
stagedweb.com | blog |
*enui:iconenui: Jun 8, 2005, 11:29:30 AM
thank you for the little star!
:thanks:

--
this space intentionally left blank
~Shade777:iconShade777: Jun 6, 2005, 10:43:41 AM
thx for the fav!!!

--
:blackrose:
`meredith:iconmeredith: May 1, 2005, 8:38:16 PM
thanks for the favorite!
`budgieishere:iconbudgieishere: Apr 26, 2005, 6:56:18 PM
Cheers for the generous :+fav: on Spontaneous Combustion Emote :horns:

:thanks: Tom

--

[ • Former Creative Staff • ]
[ • Home for Melbournites • ]
[ • You certainly have an affinity for smashing my cock about! • ]
~ryye:iconryye: Apr 24, 2005, 4:55:45 AM
Thanks for adding Shaded I to your :+fav: much appreciated :hug:
~DeadDamnDoornail:iconDeadDamnDoornail: Mar 5, 2005, 7:28:06 PM
Eek. Thank you! :glomp: Very much appreciated.
~maccom:iconmaccom: Mar 5, 2005, 7:23:02 PM
amazing gallery...I'm gonna watch you now ^^

--
Never forget your towel!

My LJ
=In-Tempest:iconIn-Tempest: Feb 28, 2005, 1:13:40 PM
Thanks :D

--
Without Rain, nothing could be cleansed. Without Fire, nothing could be valuable. Without Wind, nothing could fly. Without Creativity, nothing would be pleasurable. And without the Soul, nothing would matter.
~kahara:iconkahara: Feb 28, 2005, 11:10:28 AM
thank you so much for the fav :smooch: :heart:
~DeadDamnDoornail:iconDeadDamnDoornail: Feb 27, 2005, 3:29:43 PM
No problem! I adore your art. -giggle-